I've learned that life is tough, but i am tougher.

  1. -__-

    I’m missing you like crazy. 

  2. Damn, another year.

    So this is your 8th year that we couldnt celebrate your birthday together. I dont know why i thought as I got older it would be more bearable, but it still feels the same every time. Mom should be baking a vanilla cake with chocolate frosting right now, with half coconut on it, cause that was your favorite but every one else hated it. then she would be wrapping the pocket watch, or knife, or toy car that she bought you but puts our name on it, because i was too young to get you something and stevie and anthony were just too immature to actually ever get anyone anything. Theres a yankee game on tonight, just like usual so we would eat your favorite dinner and then cake then presents, then you would go in your room to watch it. stevie would leave and anthony would go in the basement and mom would be doing her school work. I would be playing barbies but somehow i would sneak into your room without mom knowing and watch the game with you. I would ask you stupid questions cause i wouldnt know what was going on and you would start to get mad if they lose so mom would come take me out and get you more cake and milk and id get mad that she made me leave so i would throw a baby tentrum and she would “Ground” me and put me in my room. but you would come take me out to finish watching the game with you. of course it would be  a lot different now because im older and things would have changed but its still your birthday, i just wish you were still here to celebrate with. I cant even describe the pain that its taking me to hold back my tears while writing this. I miss you more than anything and If i could do anything to get you back i would. I havent rambled on like this in a little while so i think its necessary. theres no doubt in my mind that you are proud of me, yeahhhh there are times that you would have probably smacked the shit out of me, but your little princess is growing up but one thing willl never change and i will always be your little princess. Every obstacle in my life is just a struggle to prove that i can make my dad proud and thats what im going to continue to do. Happy 65th Birthday daddy. I love you. rest in peace<3

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